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Charlotte and I move through the Salida streets at a quick walk, making our way to Riverside Park. Today is the Salida Run Through Time Trail Marathon (26.2 miles, 3800 feet of elevation gain), which we set our sights on last July. We are both nervous. Charlotte is experiencing a couple of nagging spots since running RUFA two weeks prior, and she’s worried about her body holding up for this race. Understandable. At RUFA, she ran 48 miles and climbed 18,000 feet. On our drive to Salida I asked her if she remembered how difficult of a day it was when we climbed Mt. Yale a couple years ago. We climbed/descended 4500 feet - so her RUFA run was like climbing Mt. Yale four times in one day!!! I’m dividing my stress between worry for her, and worry for me that I won’t make the time cutoffs today. There are two of them - at miles 12.5 and 19.5, and I am not feeling confident. If I don’t make either cutoff, I’ll be pulled and driven back to the finish area at Riverside Park. The actual start is across the river from the park. The runners gather and we make small talk in dim light before the 8:00 start time. The sun isn’t up over the mountain yet, so we shiver with our dear friend Lynn who has driven here from the Colorado Springs area to cheer us on. Though it is chilly now, the day is supposed to get into the 60’s with significant wind, especially at the top of the course. Lynn moves off to the side and everyone joins in the countdown: “Five, four, three, two, one, GO!” All 250 runners competing in the trail marathon move forward as one, our index fingers poised above our watches/GPS devices, punching the start button as we cross the timing mat. And we’re off! Charlotte, sweet girl, wants to run the first bit with me, but a few yards down the flat road and my heartrate is in the red. The anxiety is taking its toll. We wish each other good luck and “I love you!” and she is out of sight in roughly six seconds. A high-end sports car for sure. I slog on, my legs full of concrete, and realize that my get up and go has gotten up and went. The first couple miles are a loop on a fairly flat road with a relatively small climb and I’m trying to get my heartrate back into this stratosphere. When I shuffle back by the start before heading up onto the mountain trail, Lynn cheers me on - but she looks concerned. The next few miles are for me a stress soup of pushing myself to run fast enough to make the first cutoff, finding the neon pink flags and ribbons to be sure I don’t go the wrong way, trying not to fall on the rocky terrain, and worrying about Charlotte. I keep sending messages to her body to hold up for this race. I’m just about in last place, but the bonus of that is peace and quiet on the trail. That way I can be alone with the screaming thoughts looping through my brain: “Hurry up! Watch it, you almost went down there! Oh, I sure hope Charlotte is okay.” I come into the aid station at mile 8 to the blaring of the Rocky theme song and much cheering. The happiness quickly evaporates as I start the next leg: a four plus mile climb up a dirt road baking in the sun. I’m about a mile up and check my pace - at this rate, better to walk and save some energy. I also begin to come to terms that I’m probably not going to make the cut off, but decide to do two things: 1) try as hard as I can to make it; and 2) no crying if I don’t. Having squared that with myself, I put my head down and walk-shuffle my way up the climb. The sandy dirt road keeps climbing, and there are just a few spots where it is less steep so I get in a few running paces. The air is dry and warm, and there is no distraction of a gorgeous view, just scrubby, scraggly high desert flora. These four miles will never end. Then I remember the great Pam Reed, who twice was the overall winner of Badwater, a 135 ultra marathon from the inferno of Death Valley to the chilly elevation of the Mt. Whitney Portal. She wrote that she never sets out to run 135 miles, or 75 miles, or even 10 miles. It is only ever one mile at a time. So, one step at a time, I make my way to the top.
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